I just spent several hours reading about another persons life, when I should be creating my own. This world fascinates me to no end. And I feel, we all are a little lost. Even the most put together person will have some dark shadows inside of them. Some thoughts they wouldn't tell a soul, some emotions they can't explain, a want for something more.

I've been here numerous times before, since I was 15 years old trying to calculate the things going on in my life. I have dabbled a little bit all over the internet, for the past 10 years creating journals, blogs, photo logs, the list goes on & on. I have never found a clear format, a clear path or direction. But for the most part, I always just gave up. I jotted down some things but never made it into something.

Leaving ya'll with a photo of some websites I have attempted to log my thoughts on over the last 10 years. I could only imagine what some of those journals said. I have to say though, back then I really was on it, I posted every day for years. In more recent years I would be lucky if I posted once after the initial start of it. Let's see what this shall turn into, shall we..